Emotional or Cold-hearted

 To begin with, A cute little boy of age about 8 years was pouring tears as his  aunt was about to leave him  because she just  got married.  He waved  at her with heavy heart  as tears go down his cheek .He Badly  wanted her to stay with him. This is his first heart break .He felt so deserted cause amount of love he received  from her besides his parents  till then was intact. He never knew what actually love was , until she left him. He never knew love a feeling. He later realised that "actually love is a pain when someone leaves us". As each  day passed, he became stable and became emotionally stable.

 One year later, he joined a tuition where he happened  to meet a beautiful girl with wavy hair and sparkling eyes. As the days passed, both became close friends. Close in the sense, both used to visit each other's house very often . Both used to spend with each other even after tuition completed. One day everything became  topsy-turvy as his father got transferred  to another city .  So he stopped going to the tuition . After one month, He wanted to meet her before he leaves the city, but had no chance as she stopped going to tuition and she wasn't even  staying in the same house. He was in complete choas and agony. He felt so unfortunate and Somehow he moved on with his life. 

Now, new city, new life and new people. He  began to concentrate on his studies as he moved to high school. He developed his passion towards Cricket and participated in school journals. As the years passed, he had to see a girl and her name is Niha. He had a huge crush. After a long struggle, he got a chance to talk to her and he did it. He was cloud nine. He made so many friends . He  never knew betrayal also gives the same pain   as love gives. She treated one of his  friends as her brother.  He deceived him by telling that she was in love with him.The  so-called brother went on to tell her that he was in love with her. On listening to this, the boy went on to ask her , but, she disapproved it. Next day , she came to him with all of her friend and asked him that how could he believe such this when someone says that. It was funny though. She was so smooth, the boy even more loved her.  But, his so-called one of his bestfriend circulated all of this in classroom to make fun of him .He got humiliated in front of everyone. He felt that he friend did this all on purpose. Then he finally realised "not everyone close to him is his well-wisher or friend". He was so unfortunate in love, he never got to stay with his loved ones for a long time. He missed this girl though. 

He thought god was evil  because the one he loved truly would rather leave him or deceive him. Even he tried to make new friends and gave utmost importance , at some point he realises, whether he got deceived or used. People used to have him in their bad times and leave him in their good times. 

Few years later, he joined graduation. Even then, he got  the same pain as he received during his high school . He never understood why none stays with him.  He was  so generous and helped his people , even though he got deceived.  At some point of time ,he felt so lonely . He became cold- heart and stopped believing in friendship and love. He felt so unlucky . The people he loved him never loved him back

The astonishing thing is that, great things happen when we stop running after them. After graduation he got good friends. But what's the use now? . Do you still call god as evil ? Now, God tries to give people he wanted during his childhood. He never feel the same way he did in his childhood. He became stone-heart in terms of handling relationship like "friendship" and "Love". This is the reason character like "Joker" evolved. But only thing melts him, is, the love and friendship that he received in childhood and even now he passes by near  childhood girl's house. His only love dream is to meet her and tell her that "your love was impeccable. None made me the way the you made me feel. Your  love was so pure . You never made me feel alone. However, childhood emotions were so pure. The way you showed on me was so unconditional. Your love was elixir. Take me away from this emotionless contemporary polluted world and take to the point of childhood where we both were good friends. I wish  I had   admitted my love. I never knew It was love ,until we both fell apart.......just take me away ....take me away......to the point."  Hope he becomes fortunate to see her again. He revives himself. 

I would like to conclude by saying that, his fantasy may or may not become true.  But , once he meets her , she become sculpture to his stone-heart and make it beautiful.

  "Never make your loved ones feel alone".....

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